Suhagra 100 Works Perfectly, But Has It Created a New Kind of Anxiety?

[nicklapoon]

I need to get some perspective from others here. After years of struggling with the anxiety and frustration of ED, my doctor prescribed Suhagra 100. From a purely physical standpoint, it has been a complete success. It works reliably, every single time. The performance anxiety that used to haunt me is gone, and for that, I am incredibly grateful. But over the last few months, I've realized that I've traded my old anxiety for a new one, and in some ways, it feels even more complicated.

The problem is my psychological dependence on it. I now feel like I am completely incapable of being intimate without it. The thought of being in a romantic situation without having a pill available fills me with a level of panic that is just as bad as the old ED anxiety. This has started to poison the spontaneity in my relationship. Intimacy no longer feels like something that grows out of a moment of connection; it feels like something that has to be planned an hour in advance. It has become a scheduled event, starting with me taking a pill. This has put a strange, unspoken pressure on my partner. If I take one, there's this expectation that we have to follow through within a certain timeframe, whether she is genuinely in the mood at that exact moment or not. It feels less organic and more like a logistical task we need to complete.

I feel like I've solved the mechanical problem but have lost the art of it. I'm so reliant on this "tool" that I've forgotten how to just be with my partner and let things happen naturally. The confidence I thought I'd regained is actually just confidence in the medication, not in myself. Has anyone else gone through this? How do you manage the feeling of total dependency and prevent your intimate life from feeling like it's dictated by a pill's timetable? I feel like I'm doing something wrong here.

I'm going to re-read the info on usage to see if there's a better way to approach this. Maybe this resource can offer some perspective: https://www.imedix.com/blog/suhagra-100-dosage-usage-and-effectiveness/.